1Bluefur

So how these things have gone for the past, who knows how many years, 2 to 3 to 4 or so, is that I get all amped up on here and declare "YES! TIS I, THE FRENCHIEST FRY, RETURNED AGAIN!". After posting said journal I'd bum around in the site for a week and then... Vanish... For another whole year.

Oy vey.

So I'm not going to do that this time. I'm looking to set reasonable and achievable goals. For the sake of honesty the past two years had been mental illness hell for me. I was almost constantly in crisis, became a very toxic person, and refused to get adequate help or work towards healthier coping mechanisms. 

I'm still recovering. But I'm actually recovering. Despite the fact that life continues to throw many hardships my way I have promised myself that I will become the person I want to be.

So what does all that mean? What's all this about? I have started to do art again, not rigorously, but it's there. I plan on helping work on a webcomic and I will be hopefully doing various request/leisure works.

I don't know how many people on this site are still active and still willing to be friends with me. I don't mean that in a "Oh woe is me!" way. I think it's pretty logical to assume that when you've been as erratic as I have been socially people drift away. With the year gap between my last resurange and now... Who knows?

But if old friends are willing then I am willing as well. I'd like to re-familiarize myself with the site and if I find myself fairly active, who knows? Maybe I'll make more friends along the way .

Anyways, if you read this feel free to drop a comment on how you've been doing if you wanna chat. I like learning about people and I've met so many fascinating and interesting folks on this site! I'm sure if I'm able to I can look forward to some good experiences.

Yep, I'm back! I've purged my watch list, I've sorted my gallery, and I'm all geared up for this summer! College has been fantastic but I can't help but feel that me being out of touch with the art community has in turn, caused my art to suffer.

Don't get me wrong, Hampshire College is full of wonderful artistic people, but there's something about the community of DeviantArt that is well suited for a person like me.

So expect a slew of updates and some (hopefully) happy hellos and reunions!

I'M BACK BABY!

That was a hint that it's a pony drawing, haha.
join.me/791-339-563

So yeah, I'm lonely _._

Well folks, as erratic as my activity has been, there's been reasons above my "busy" life. You see, I've been very depressed lately, insecure, and overall, not well mentally. At home, me and my father are on food stamps, and he's been giving me a hard time about everything I want to do in life basically. It's been very, very crazy, though recently there's been a lull, there are still a lotta tense times.

My point here is, I'm trying to fundraise for a trip to Boston, among other things of course. Well, you may ask, how would this help you? It would make me very happy for starters, and it will help me get out of a state and have a good time. The trip includes hotel, breakfast and dinner, dunk tours, a trail tour, a ghost tour, busing, and Six Flags.

The overall cost is $450. All payments have to be due before the end of May, my dad agreed to pay the down payment... But it won't seem like he'll pay for anything else.

Now, when I get my school's fundraising packet, I'll have some cool things to sell off and such, but for now, I'm opening commissions at very cheap prices.

Drawings:
Lineart-1 dollar (No example atm)
Basic colour-3 dollars

Colour-4 dollars

Add elaborate bg (more than just colours, or singular objects)- +1 dollar


ALSO, I am capable of restoring old vinyl recordings. If you can get whatever track you want off the disk and send it, I can clean it up nice and easy.
Example (sorry, they are chipmunk songs)
Before-soundcloud.com/cheerycak3/alou…
After-www.youtube.com/watch?v=aqAFxv…

If you really want I can do point commissions but money is preferable. I can also sculpt, but I don't have pictures up yet of what I can do. Those are a lot more expensive obviously, lol.

Paypal meesesrneat@gmail.com

Although I will still be very on and off. I am, as some may have noticed, back on DA. I've been putting my art up for a bit now, but haven't really gotten around to socializing ;-;.

So, yeah, the hurricane was a pretty horrible thing. Many or me and my friends just recently got their power back (mine yesterday) XD. I gotta see if there's any veggies still good I can cook Colcannon or something with.